i need inspiration. 

(for designing a whole truckload of things, for work.)

at work, you realise a few things:

1. everything's urgent.

2. there are always last minute changes/things to do.

3. as much as you want to avoid it, office politics will always exist.

4. food is your best friend.

5. and food will make you everyone's best friend.

6. a soft toy will make the work you do just a little less torturous. 

7. hardly anyone will pity you when you work OT. unless they are fellow interns. 

8. interns are the lowliest beings. it is not a complaint (complain? my ingerish fails me), it's a fact. i guess surely there are interns out there who appreciate it. 

9. lowliest does not mean we do brainless things. it means we do lots of things. and it means our brains work overtime, over-capacity, and over the moon. (see what i mean) 

10. the best people to hang around are the aunties and the fellow interns. i didn't say the others are not nice to hang around; i said the 'best' people are these. don't put words into my mouth. 

i miss my office lao pa, who's gone back to his previous calling at another zeng hu place. 

as much as we want to be good, orderly PI students, everyone complains about the monthly report. and none i know have done Feb's issue. 

(maybe i need to get in touch with more friends.)

i chopped off my hair till a little above my shoulder, the schoolgirl straight-cut. i like it, but sometimes forget i've cut my hair till i look in the mirror or some colleague from another department gives me a quizzical look. 

march is going to fly past, and i hope i will survive. i need inspiration to do the website, and whatnots. and i'm glad i'm around colleagues to whom i can admit that i feel not up to standard to do the job. not the time to crumble and die, but to keep trying and putting out my best smelly foot. ok la, not that smelly. 

i shall go before i become incoherent. bye.